music is my true soul

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i sit here & cry . not because i miss u , but because i know i'll never have a chance to hurt u , like u hurt me (:

u must remember this (:

I LOVE YOU MOM ! <3

HEHE . HEEY (: SORRY . LAME GYLE KAN AKU TAK UPDATE . EH , IF AKU UPDATE , KORUNK BACE KEEA ? HAHAHA :DD

act , hary rabu ary tue , aku da janji ngn nini && sha nak update blog . sebb dorag da memekak daah . smbel brkate :

NANA ! BILE NAK UPDATE BLOG ?

kne sbjik kaaw . haha . aku tatao nak update ape weeh . mlas oh :D neh pun terpkase . hehe . && next week da exam mid year . takod weeh . mang tekanan habes . hehe . i try the best .

oh . please . don't bajet2 chun dpan aku . because i hate it . && i mean it . please . if i hate u , dats mean is i hate u . sorry (: im not a perfect person . just like u but ur way like u want show that u the perfect person . oke , im not beautiful gurl . im ordinary gurl . simple . not like u . u ? yes . u are so gorgeous . but that not mean me get bow in u . i have dignity and self-esteem (: sorry gurl . but , can i ask u something ? why u can't respect person like person respect u ? why ? ! please . i repeat again , I HATE IT SO MUCH ! -.-'

mom , im so sorry . i can't make u smile . although dat not wrong nana . but nana try not done like dat . ehm . i hate when i need seeing my mom cry . my reason unable :'( i love u . u are everything for me . no one dat refundable mother's place (:

maybe all of u want know what happened to my mom right ? oke . nana just na korunk jd kan bnde neh sbgai teladan jea kayh . bukan nak buruk2 kan kaw danie (:

act , td tyme blek . mak aku mara2 muke ketaat nak mampos . i don't know why . i dare not want ask . heeh , then . mak mara2 . ckp can neh

: tengok ? imai tak dpad g mane2 . dala laptop dye g bg org pinjaam . pasuh . yg risau nye maak . dye buad tak heran puun *sambel menangis * ( some message is missing )

sorry danie . ehm . then , aku mang tanak pun jd mcm neh . aku tanak . im so sympathy with my mom . ehm . HAHA . ayaad :P hey peeps , 2 days i cannot eat ill mouth reason :(

bende neh aku jd kan teladan . && i do not want 1a , 2a , 3a , 4a and if possible , 5a also i do not want . i want 6a on for SPM (: bukan nak ckp besa . && bukan nak rendah2 kan korunk yg dpad 1-5 a . but ini impian akuu . && korunk punye impian pun msti same dgn aku kaan ? so ? kite same . right ? (:

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i want happy always to forget all problems that i faced now (:

sorry if bi saye salaaah (: